Focus

Lately I'm beginning to realize the immense importance of the ability to focus. To stay centered on any one task at a time, to remember what you're doing and why you're doing it. I don't know how many times I am at work, or wherever thinking of all the million things I have to do and feeling very inspired and energized to do all of those things. Then the moment I get home somehow everything gets fuzzy...Or if the inspiration comes at night, by the time I wake up in the morning I've forgotten everything...why did I want to wake up early? Where is this motivation I felt not so long ago? Why do I want to live again? It's not like I just have a bad memory, cuz I can make lists and whatever...it's like I forget the point...I lose sight of the goal, I forget why I cared in the first place. Now, I always remember after some time...but it's like I can't keep the ball rolling, I keep hitting little speedbumps along the way and I come to a dead stop, and find myself staring off into the distance for hours, with nothing but an undefineable question floating around in my brain...